Saturday, December 23, 2006

Believe

I wanna make a difference in peoples lives. When someone needs help or when someone is down, I wanna be there for them. I already try and do this, try and help people whenever possible. I don't know that this is enough though. I wanna do something great. Something that people remember me for. Something that would really change things for the better.

I don't know what triggered me to think about this so much, but it's here now and maybe one day I could do it. Until then, I'll keep trying until this day comes.

Things have been going wrong in my life a lot lately. Some things that I can't fix, they just have to happen for things to be better in the future. I just want people to be happy, that's all I want. Even if I can't be, I still want that for everyone else.

"I want to be remembered as the girl who smiles even when her heart is broken, and the one who could always brighten up your day, even if she couldn't brighten up her own."

This is my dream. I have a lot of dreams, but this is a big one. I realized that in life you need dreams. No one could live without them. Having dreams is what makes like tolerable. But every dream has a price. This isn't a practice life, you only get one shot. So I'm gonna give it all I have to make it right.